Good evening! I have a simple message of gratitude to every single person who reached for me today, who reached back for me when I reached for you today.
Making amends is hard work. Making amends hurts. Making amends, no matter who you are, is a mirror.
Saying “I love you” is difficult for some…not for me. Loving has always been my answer…always. Loving has been something that I do…someone I am…something I feel and something I crave. I want love. I need love. I deserve love. You do too, you know?
My phone rang and I got so many messages and sent so many messages that my battery almost died. I had amazing conversations, with amazing people, owning some hard shit today. I am thankful and I forgive you. Thank you for forgiving me also.
We are all here to walk each other home. We are all flawed and I will be the first to invite you to enlighten me as you see my flaws, my short comings and my opportunity to grow.
I will not ever be the doormat for anger and frustration, guilt and regret that others carry. I have been clear….I set the circus down. You will not harm me on purpose and try to shame me and hurt my feelings, for any reason, ever again.
If I have harmed you, you’re always invited to contact me and talk to me about it. I not only invite you, I welcome you with open arms. I know I have hurt people. I want to make amends. I am open.
For all of the brave warriors I have had the pleasure of hearing from…incest survivors, survivors of parental abuse, parental sexual penetration abuse survivors…witnesses to horrific abuse and family members of abusers…I applaud you and I thank you for the mercy and the healing you bestowed upon me today with your apologies. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
To every single person who is still here because you love me, thank you. To everyone who is here for any other reason, please leave.
I have some amazing love in my life and I am blessed. I am thankful. I love you for being here, you know? I really do. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.