30 Day Blogging Challenge: Day 25
Your Biggest Regret
Wow. I like to think I don’t have any regrets. I believe that everything happens for a reason and so I shy away from regretting things.
For the sake of this challenge, I will say that I regret any harm I have ever caused to anyone, knowingly or unknowingly. I regret ever hurting anyone, for any reason. I have a few people in particular, in mind, as no matter how much we both wanted to, we couldn’t get past the hurt. Angry words in active addiction…moments neither of us can take back.
With all of this being said, a lot is coming up for me this morning…feels like a blog post for this morning coming on.
To conclude my thoughts on today’s challenge…as much as I consciously try not to live in regret, I do regret hurt that I caused people that I loved the best way I knew how to love in those moments. I regret not knowing what I did not know then. I often wish I could have a few moments with you to heal us both, to give and receive closure and peace. I do regret, with all of my heart, any pain that I have ever caused anyone, knowingly or unknowingly. I am so sorry . I did not know what I did not know, until I learned it. I have forgiven both you and myself and I send you all of my love and all of my light. I’ve taken the good and the great from our time together and I have forgiven and released the rest back to the universe, to be recycled for the greater good of us all. I love you and I will always love you and although that may never be enough, I hope somehow it helps.