Good morning everyone! Wow! What an amazing Birthday! So, so, so much love! I love how it feels to be so loved! Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. We had a beautiful day in Santa Fe and a quiet evening at home, just the way we love it! My girl got me the things I love so much for my meditation space and a gift certificate for tattoo work when I feel better and put some weight back on. Tamara mapped out a day that included a spectacular lunch, REI, of course, and our dear and beautiful friend that we don’t see nearly often enough…I am so blessed and so appreciative of my life! My Dad set the alarm to wake up and call me at the time I was born, like my Mom always did. The actual time has been in debate as long as I can remember…he called me at 6:38 and it started my day off perfectly! I love you Dad! Thank you!
I have my MRI on Tuesday and am anxious to have some answers to The Pre and post op pain. This morning has not started off at all well in that department. The pain and sweats and chills have become more persistent. I was gifted a very powerful and sacred healing gift yesterday and as she hangs above our bed, I visualize sweating out all that does not serve my highest good. As I wipe the slimy sweat from my arms and my brow, I visualize deep cleansing of all of my pores and my largest organ, my skin, flushing thoroughly from the inside out. As the chills set in and my teeth chatter, and as my hands are numb from the cold, I visualize the beauty and stillness of the snow as it piles up at our house in winter, and I lie back on the ground and make snow angels. I make snow angels with my little Brother, with those of you, who much like me, are still children at heart and in many other ways…with you, as I stumble and fall on top of you…with Aiden and Prajna…When I’m freezing and chattering and shivering, I calm myself by making snow angels with you. I visualize my healing and I imagine the feeling of the wish fulfilled. I imagine and feel myself well, and I release all that does not make me well. I am on my way to wellness. I am well. And so it is.
Did I say that I had a beautiful day yesterday? I did. I had a beautiful day yesterday. I am going to go have a beautiful day today too! Let us all go have a beautiful day today, shall we?
I love you! Go out there today and love someone so much that they forget about the pain that blinds them. I was loved like that all day yesterday. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.