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This is a rant and a warning. I am done and fucking done being silent about this…

Good morning everyone. I am coming back into myself a bit and yet I’m still not fully back. Thank you for your patience as I navigate my way back. During my journey with Robin, I gained a teacher and I am so grateful. In my teachings, it is clear that I need to separate myself from things that do not serve me. Toxicity and toxic people. Toxic thoughts and ideas. Toxic relationships and “friendships”…toxic energy and negativity. Robin and I lived together and after that, Robin and I died together. Robin was a dying woman who needed to borrow a healthy body and a mind that thought like hers, to journey home in and I loaned Robin my body to get her home.

For over ten days, I was with Robin. I was Robin. I spoke for Robin and breathed and relieved myself for Robin. I advocated for Robin and for her family. All of this came about simply because Robin called for her archangel. I got the call and I answered it and it really is that simple. Life is about answering the call. I had to google “archangel”…I won’t lie. It matters not who you are called. It only matters that you answer the call when you are called.

The details of this journey are nothing short of amazing. Miracles abound and things happened in those rooms that you could not possibly believe, if you weren’t standing in those rooms yourself. The call came and I left Coral to be for Robin, whatever she needed, to get her if the body that finally gave out on her. This is how I do Coral. I do Coral how God calls me to do Coral.

It has come to my attention that there has been someone working against me, deliberately. There is another human being whom I’ve shared time and space and energy with who has been causing my family and I harm. This individual has literally created an undercurrent that has pulled us from underneath. Never have we been pulled all the way down and yet, we have damn near drowned with our lungs full of all the water we have taken in. There is an actual person, with a name and a face, who has set out against us, who has tried to sabotage us, who is a wolf in sheep’s clothing. There is a name to this face and I am so grateful, for now I can clear this energy and set this circus down. This individual has not only worked against us, they have also pretended to be our friend. They have been in our home and we have broken bread together. There is more than one. This has been going on for a long while. This ends now. I do not intend to visit this again, so let me be abundantly clear…we do not do drama. We do not hurt human beings while saving animals. We do not condone, nor will we ever support, human beings annihilating other human beings.

The false and fake personas and faces of the people behind the harm, have been revealed. The harm these individuals have done ends here, as I am escorting you out of our space, our aura and our awareness. You are finished here and it is best that you close your mouth and move on along. You are being placed on notice and I will be aware of you and your energy. You are not welcome here. You are free to go.

You see, this is my fucking life. This is my blog and these are my words. I come here to sort my life out, to get it all out, rather than keeping it all in. I come here, in this healing room, to heal. My healing has been stagnant, due to a force working diligently against me. I rise up and I say once more…remove yourself from my realm or I will remove you myself.

This healing space…my work…the Sanctuary and everyone who resides here…my clients and my girl Tamara…those things are protected and not up for debate with me. Those aspects of my life are non-negotiable. Tamara is my world and I will not stand by and watch her be harmed any longer, in any way. Stand the fuck down and move along. You will not spew shit out of that filthy mouth of yours about the most amazing woman in the world. I’m not asking you. I am being very clear…set my girl down and shut your fucking mouth. One more word…just one more word, and I will be paying you a visit in person. We are done here…you are done doing damage here. You have been ostracized and you will not return here.

As for me, my mom is dead. My dad is gone. I do what the fuck I want to do now. I act in accordance with me. I play by my fucking rules. No one, and I mean no one, controls or owns me anymore. I am my own person and I will not tolerate the shit that I have survived in my life. If you are an abusive, clueless, asleep and miserable person, I grant you safe passage through my life…and no invite to stay.

If you hit me or fucked me against my will…if you swish my name around in your mouth with utter contempt and disregard for my best interest, you are cut off. If you raped me or beat me or had me suck your dick…guess what, I’m calling you out, and we are finished here. If you disregarded and disrespected the life force in me by attempting to take it from me, you are on notice. If you drowned me and hit me and slapped me and berated me…we are done here. I am, in this moment, absolutely and entirely done, with anyone who has harmed me on purpose. Names aren’t necessary. You know who the fuck you are. Own your shit and step the fuck away from me.

Being dead may make it easier to decipher who is in my life and who is not. Dead in the sense of deceased and dead in the sense of completion…both the same dead to me. The same amount of done…if you are dead to me, there is a very good reason, so please honor the fact that I have chosen to not have you in my life anymore. You are not welcome in my life and my name does not need to leave your mouth. Robin, in death, is more alive in my life, than many of you who share the air that I breathe. I am so fucking okay with that…so fucking okay with that.

For so long, I played the game. I kept my head down and my mouth shut. I did what the fuck I was told to do, simply because I was told to do it. Those days are behind me now. I do what serves the highest good of us all. I speak my heart. I speak the truth, even if I speak it all by myself.

I’m not angry. I’m not retaliatory. Im not wasting one more moment on this. We live in the Sanctuary that we have created for all of us. This is our home and the home of 40 other sentient beings. All have been welcome here. Many have been invited to our kitchen table, in our home, to break bread with us. We have trusted, without asking anything of anyone. We have been hurt and betrayed and talked about and harmed. We have struggled through it and the animals have struggled through it with us. Your shitty does hurt them though, just so you know. Your mean attitude and your drama…it effects them. Your words, behind our backs, in the very community that we helped to cultivate, well it’s downright fucking shameful and I am done with it.

Tamara did not endorse this post. These are Corals words. This is Corals blog. This is my expression of my feelings and my hurt, at the people who have lashed out against us, simply because they have nothing to offer themselves. The line has been in the sand and I am making the line clear now…you are either for me or you are against me. If you are against me, there is the fucking door. And hey, don’t let it hit you where the good Lord split you, on your way out. And stay the fuck out because we are done here.

This blog is about someone. There is a name, an actual someone, who has set out to cause harm. I would be remiss in my work and in my sense of self if I did not put an immediate stop to what has been going on here. You are on notice and I will not hesitate to call you out by name should I hear one more fucking shitty thing about Tamara or myself in this community. Tamara and I have big work to do and we do not have the time or the energy to deal with petty shit like this anymore. The animals need us and you are taking from them and that’s not going to happen henceforth.

Hey, I’m not for everyone and that’s perfectly okay. If you can’t help me though, I will no longer stand by and let you harm me and those that I love. This blog is for anyone who feels the need to harm me…just stop. Go do something productive. Go be the change. Go start your own Sanctuary or your own business, if you can do it better. Raise the fucking bar. We are up for the challenge. Otherwise, be gone so that we can get back to what matters here…the animals…each other…the climate…Mother Earth…compassion…love, like a verb…

Thank you for being here this morning. I really needed to clear this air and this space again. I needed to use my voice, to speak up for us. Maybe you could do that too, you know, speak up. When someone spews shit, say something for fucks sake. Speak up and use your words. What we allow will continue and I am done allowing this. And so it is.

This blog is reflective of Corals opinions and of Corals experiences and this is Coral’s warning shot. One more word…just one and we will be dealing with this in a public forum. I hope that I have been abundantly clear here, because this is my life and my work and this is my girl and I have heard enough.

I ask for all of your love and prayers as we clear the energy brought about by this unfortunate Tsunami. Have a beautiful day everyone. I love you!

The undercurrent has been identified. Let me be clear…This ends it.

There has been an underlying undercurrent in our lives. An unsettling and undefined undercurrent. A stirring of the pot and a triangulation of the worst kind. For years, an unexplained and unknown imposter in our midst, an undercurrent. Unsettling. Painful. Resolved now that the vail has been pulled. This mystery, so obvious in retrospect, and no longer a mystery at all.

When will we stop harming those we cannot help? When will we stop judging others? When is enough going to be enough? Truly…when will those with the most negative shit to say, finally shut the fuck up? If I’m doing it wrong and you can do better, do it! Truly, get down on it. I fail to understand how talking shit about people actually doing something, from your armchair, is productive at all. And…guess what? I’m fucking over it. The undercurrent…the bottom feeders…the gloom and doom and all of the I cant’s….you’ve clearly mixed me up with someone else. You have got us confused with someone else. We don’t do can’t here. We don’t have the time to criticize others. We don’t have the time to be criticized. The undercurrent has been identified and we are so grateful. We are so sorry for those of you who latched on to this, as it had nothing to do with any of us. This circus, full of clowns, is not ours. Not our circus and not our clowns.

Here’s the thing…I am going to say this once. If you can’t help me, stay the fuck away from me. If you intend to harm me, don’t bother. The tide has finally turned my friends and this shall not continue. What I have allowed has continued. Shitty behavior, “friends” who wouldn’t know a friend if a friend showed up on their doorstep. People doing nothing feeling obliged to have any say in my everything…done and fucking done with people like this in my space.

People, do your work. Worry about you. Keep your side of the street clean before you worry about mine. Mind your own fucking business. Don’t make assumptions. If you can do it better, do it better. I would love to see you do it better and to raise the bar for all of us. If you do nothing more than flap your gums, just fucking stop. If you have something to say to me, how about you say it to me? If you have something to say about me, how about you say it to me, and not to everyone else? Grow the fuck up and do your work. Truly, I’m sending you my love and I’m calling you out. Enough people and animals have suffered at your hands and your rampant mouth. If you have nothing nice to say, how about you just shut your cake hole? If you aren’t doing anything other than bitching about how others do it, why don’t you get off of that ass of yours and do better? Most of all though, why don’t you take my name out of your mouth, okay? That will do me just fine. You do you. I’ll do me. You mind your business and don’t you worry your pretty little self about mine. The undercurrent has been identified. One more blast from this source and I will be more than happy to call you out, so be mindful of your mouth. You and your energy…you and your jealousy and your hate and your shitty outlook on life…bye bye. We are done here and you may leave my space on your own. If you do not leave my space on your own, I will toss you out on your ass myself. If you can’t help me, do us all a favor and at least don’t fucking harm me.

This post has been lying dormant, in wait for me to not be out of bounds, as I didn’t have a name for this undercurrent and this destructive force. I have identified the undercurrent and I am putting a stop to it now. One more fucking word…just one, out of your mouth, with my name on it, not directed at me, will land me on your porch for a conversation about all of this. We are done here. You are done being destructive here. You are free to leave now. I surround you in love and light and I truly do hope that you get some help and find some peace so that you will stop destroying other human beings. You and your energy are not welcome. You are not welcome in my space. My name is not welcome in your mouth. And so it is.

As always, and more than sometimes, I send all that does not serve us back to the universe to be recycled for the greater good of us all. I will not sit in other peoples shit anymore. If you’ve something to say to me, say it to me. If you can’t say it to me, keep it to yourself. Seriously, enough is enough.

Have a beautiful evening everyone. This rant is brought to you by someone who is sick and tired of being judged and ridiculed by people who do less than nothing to make this world a better place.