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Tonight’s blog is in loving memory of Precious. Please say with me, “I love you Precious.”

Sometimes inside myself I get lost. Maybe it’s because I wander aimlessly and deliberately all at the same time. I know the depths of the deep inside myself…the waters to lie in and the waters raging, and for me those waters have always been one in the same. I have seldom ventured out since being in felt more compelling…more real and more honest than being outside. Being lost inside forced me outside to find myself. Now I chose to go back in. For a visit? Maybe. For reflection? For sure. To be thankful I ventured out? For a visit, yes. Forever? For now I feel a turning inward and a circle getting smaller. I feel my need to know quest to trust dissipate as I’ve come to accept that I cannot know or trust. Not now. I cannot and so I do not.

My mind swirls slower and my heart rate slows. I steady my breathing and I close my eyes. Hands upon my chest and with all of my love…I breathe out that which does not serve me. I breathe in all of your love. I immerse myself in Rumi and I honor my commitments. Morning and evening I religiously repeat this mantra…”Every day, in every way, I am getting better and better.” It helps me and I am thankful.

This picture was hanging on the wall in a vets office today when we walked Precious home. I ask each of you to pause for a brief moment and send Precious’ Mom and Step-Mom Eileen all of your love tonight. We love you Precious. Run free baby girl. Run free. Thank you for how you loved and trusted us to be with you on your final journey today. Please come and visit often, okay?

My appointments have been amazing! My heart and my intentions have been met with truths. I have learned so much! Thank you to everyone who scheduled and showed up and paid me to do what I do! Your faith in me humbles me and I thank you, with all of my heart!

With that, I bid you all goodnight. Tomorrow is an unplug from all things…enjoy my solitude and my beautiful girl and our beautiful Sanctuary kind of day. I’m Blogging, of course, and otherwise going offline until Saturday morning, when I re-emerge for my beloved clients. Have beautiful evening! I love you! Goodnight.😴

Gratitude post for amazing love all around me…

Good evening everyone. I have been introspective and creative on this day. I had a beautiful evening with a beautiful friend last night, whom I’ve known for many lifetimes and not seen for many years, until quite recently. It with all of my love and gratitude that I thank you, Eileen, for the gifts and knowledge you bestow upon me. I love you.

Also want to say that I love you Tamara, to the moon and back. The infinity and beyond. Forever and for always, in all ways. Thank you for taking the hard knocks with me. Let us get ready for all of the good things coming.

Missing my Mom differently today and so thankful.

To each of you, with all of me, I fucking love you! Have a beautiful evening. Be kind and you will always be right. Let us all join hands and figure it out together!

Thankful to be outside today, doing something…

Good evening. I hope you had a good Monday. I have been working outside today and that felt nice. I am hurting like hell now, and I thought I would sit and write a spell. I am just not that focused. Maybe I will just sit a spell and write later. Maybe this is all I’ve got because I gave it all I had on my little project. Yes. Yes. I think this is all I’ve got for this day.

I do have one more thing, the most important thing….I am so grateful and so thankful and so blessed. To be outside in nature, doing something…I am fucking thankful. The other thing is that I love you and I am so glad you are here. Have a beautiful evening. This girl is D & D.

Goodnight everyone…Have a beautiful day!

Good morning everyone! Not at all typical for me to be awake at this hour. I am exhausted and I am going to spend some time with Bolito and then get some sleep before I get to see my clients!

I hope you are dreaming well and that you have an amazing weekend! I love you and I will catch up with you tomorrow!

 

Good evening. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Good evening everyone! I have been so gifted recently by so, so much love and support. I am humbled beyond words at the outpouring of love, like a verb in my life, right now. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

I want to write in this space this evening…from this place of gratitude, from this cup overflowing with love, love and more love…I want to really sit in these feelings…feelings of being deeply cared for…feelings of being so provided for…feelings of being so loved, loved where I cannot not feel it.

I want some more of this and so I write about how this feels. I sit in these feelings and I share them deeply, with you.

I feel like I am just enough, in this moment. I feel like someone sees me, I mean really, really sees me, inside out sees me, and loves me anyway. I feel heard. I feel honored. I feel loved, so loved, by so many. I feel important to someone. I feel supported by someone. I feel inspired by someone. I feel whole without someone. I feel like I can be me…all of me with someone. I feel filleted wide open, and I am okay with that. I feel honest, like really, really honest. I feel brave.

I am brave. I am honest, like really, really honest. I am filleted wide open, and I am okay with that. I am me…all of me, with someone. I am whole without someone. I am inspired by someone. I am supported by someone. I am important to someone. I am loved, so loved, by so many. I am honored. I am heard. Someone sees me, I mean really, really sees me, inside out sees me, and loves me anyway. I am just enough, in this moment.

I want to say thank you, from the bottom of my heart and from the depths of my soul, for the amazing love and support that surrounds me. I want to thank you for your prayers. I want you to know that I love you and I am praying for you too.

As we all walk each other home, I thank you for picking me up and carrying me, when my own legs will not. I thank you for loving me, when I could not love me. I thank you for seeing me when I didn’t even know me or recognize me.  I thank you for allowing me my grief, however it comes out and for loving me through it.

I thank you, Nahko, with all of my heart, for the ability to speak where I could hear, the messages my soul was literally dying to hear. I love you and I am so thankful for you. When other words hit me and bounce off, into oblivion, your words have found their place in the very fiber of my being…found their way in and given me hope and peace, clarity and insight…wisdom to replace my ignorance and strength for my journey. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Have a beautiful rest of your evening and a night full of peaceful, restful, rejuvenating and inspiring sleep. Thank you for being here. I love you. Good night and dream well.